January 2009
i quit taking adipex, well not forever. just for now
i couldn’t handle the horrible feeling it gave me, but that’s because it’s not recomended for people with anexities. hahaha, silly me
i have to find a second job, well, i found one.
i’m just not happy. i could cocktail waitress at club eden(a stripclub)
it’s not the fact that it’s a stripclub that’s put...
i can almost feel my heart beating straight out of my chest stupid me, not reading once again
“Caffeine can increase the side effects of this medication. Avoid drinking large amounts of beverages containing caffeine (coffee, tea, colas) or eating large amounts of chocolate”
and guess who had a ROCKSTAR ROASTED*LIGHT ‘coffee/energy drink’ this morning fuck fuck fuck MY...
i started my medications today. wow, they make me entirely too energetic for my own good. but, i guess that’s maybe a good thing.
i think starting next week i’m going to pack some jogging shorts and shoes and start taking a jog at lunch. maybe it’ll calm my little ass down.
i’m happy to see where this is going. hopefully this will help me in school with focusing and such....
dear you,
i think i’ve been bottling alot of this on the inside for too long. i think it’s time for me to let this out.
i just need closuer.
dear ____, to this day i still can’t believe what you did to me. i keep the memories in a bottle. and i tried my hardest for the past year and a half to drink away your face glaring back at me. the worst part of this all is you feel you did nothing...
being sick gives you way too much time on your hands, really. luckily for me, all i have left is the stuffy nose
friday went out for will’s birthday, it reminded me so much of the past yrs, but the good sense of it that i can get completely plastered and be responsible, haaa. it was a good end to the whole “going out” i saw so many old friends, and made some new ones in the...
i’m getting sick, fanfuckingtastic,
but on the bright side, began the quartersleeve.
“You need not to climb mountaintops,
You need not to cross the sea,
You need...”
– city and colour
*EMOASFUCK101* another birthday drowned in tears. i’d much rather not talk about, but can’t seem to forget about it.
i don’t understand how loved ones can make you cry, i will never understand that. not that it’s anything new to me, not that people disapointing me and proving me wrong hasn’t been happening since ive been born. but, neitherless, it still stings. i...